I have often struggled with God’s plan for me. I envy … the beauty of others the talents of others the relationships of others the human success of others and on and on From my journal 12/07/18 You have shown me so much in the past few weeks – how I wanted so much to […]
Life Today August 2018: The Seduction of Outcomes
The other day I was hit by a horrid OUTCOME. It wasn’t at all what I expected. I felt nauseous; my body tensed up; I didn’t know where to go to escape the feelings and thoughts flooding my mind. Once again, I felt like a failure. Suddenly, Proverbs 2 screamed at me. “yes, if you […]
I Screamed! I Begged! Jesus Responded
As Joe and I ran errands, the internal terror was horrid. I was losing my sanity. I silently kept screaming at Jesus… Please, please, Jesus; take me home. I don’t have the strength to continue. I’m losing my mind. I slid down in the car seat, trying to find some comfort somewhere. Joe pulled […]
